Mood : distracted
Curently Listening to : K\'s choice - Not an addict
Someone asked in the ThreeSixtyFive group how it was going. It’s interesting to see other people’s experiences with it. I myself feel a bit odd, I started the project originally as something to do with my time as I was unemployed and all, but now - it’s evolved into something else.
How am I?
Today I’m alright, I’m a bit screwed for money though - but I’m still feeling kinda good. This could change by the end of the evening tho, I’m weird like that, I still have to do today’s shot - but will worry bout that in a mo
How have I found it?
It’s been fun, there’s been some really really hard moments, and then some really wonderful ones too. It’s weird, this project has become second nature to me, almost part of my life ha.
What does it mean to me?
I don’t know, I guess it’s been quite important test of character - it tests my patience, my creativity, my persistence, my endurance - I want to finish this and feel proud about it.
What have I learnt?
That I can, and most probably will, do a lot of insane stuff just the sake of a photo…Oh and please - note to self - …don’t grin…ever…again
Therapy or noose?
A bit of both, the strain and pressure of keeping it going is hard, but photography is always therapeutic.
How’s it goin?
S’alright, today I don’t feel very motivated though.
Is it still FUN?
Yes, this group/community helps to keep the fun going
Is it worth it?
I hope so!
What do you want to get out of your remaining time?
I want to be more daring with my shots
would you do it AGAIN?
Nah, only because I’ve been there and done that. Plus two years worth of photos of just my ogly mug just might scream VAINN to people ;)
Has it changed your perception of ‘you’?
I guess so, it’s hard not to take so many photos of yourself and not learn anything new from it.
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I’m not sure what I’ll do next after this project and Photo a day finish too. I want to do something that makes me stick my neck out - I want something that stops me feeling so self concious when I have my camera out in public, like an event or something. I want to eradicate that vibe.
Anyywayy, Sime surprised me by having doubts about ThreeSixtyFive, and I thought “Hell nooo am I letting him quit!” - It’s his fault I’ve ended up in this mess project! Sime dude - don’t ever quit. Else I’m hunting you down and biatch slappin yo ass!
