So Nick got back to me and managed to sell my ticket for £90 which though isn’t amazing is thankfully more than I was realistically hoping for. Oh well it’s done and dusted now, and it just means I’m £90 less debt for my Reading ticket :) And I just have to remember that money is money at the end of the day, it comes and goes, and you deal.

Been feeling really good for just real reason, I’m very optimistic about being better in time for next weekend. As long as all my pox has scabbed up then I am no longer contagious so people will actually come near me again and I can go near people hurrah!

I’ve started the job hunt again, the goal is still the same, work near London, work in London, work by London - you get the jist.

Going to work on Portfolio tonight then finish the evening with a film.

Only bad thing is that I’ve been chewing my nails bad again, they’re growing so short I actually do fear I will eventually find a way to chew off my entire nail :/ not good.

Bad things:

• Tired, my feet are tired :(
• Sleep deprived
• I used up almost a tank of petrol this weekend :(
• I had to fill up my car and I had to use my credit card to pay for it
• I had a mocha today - it was horrible and unchocy-like
• I have loads of net related stuff to catch up on
• I still have things to sort for the advent
• Something is up with my search page on my blog :(
• Skint
• Lots of Debts
• I’m behind on submitting/uploading 365 grr
• I feel lonely and rubbish
• Still hadn’t brought my porcupine tree ticket
• Feel rubbish about everything in general
• Can’t afford presents for people
• Can’t stop biting my nails again :(
• Hadn’t played guitar for a good few days now

Good things:

• I get paid properly Friday just in time for manics yay!
• More work hours mean more money
• Photography though sometimes frustrating can cheer me up so much
• Working again makes me feel more motivated in general
• Was good to see people this weekend
• It felt good to for all of us to get Stu a DS
• The Pictures game in More brain training and breathing in helium NEVER gets old :)
• Monday is a day off work - yay!
• I think I did a good job with the Advent background this year

Yada yada…let me catch up with stuff before I fill you all in properly…