Mood : strange
Curently Listening to : Tool - Pushit (live)
I’m off to Leeds tomorrow after work. Woo, fun travelling and minor adventure. Plus I should get some sushi while I’m at it. Mmm sushi. I hope I don’t get lost.
Some things to note, the theme is well…not there, I got bored and decided to change it to the default one, so you know, just deal…until I have time to really crack at it. This is because priority at the moment is the portfolios and cvs and thinking about my future. I seem to be helping other people with theirs. Who’s going to help me with mine?
Going to get a new pc box, need it before this one drives me mad. I don’t care if it costs me money, I need to do it so I can actually produce something without waiting a few mins for CS3 to open a file.
Watch this space, while I get frustrated with trying to design things again. My mind is blank I can’t even visualise layout ideas any more. It’s driving me up the wall. Darren says I shouldn’t think about it too much and it’ll just happen but gargh - nuts, driving me nuts.

Speaking of Darren…
Now that you feel it, you don’t: but yeah europe is deffo on the cards still
Darren: yep yep
Darren: lol, we should just go to london, bring your passport, and we should just drive to france and then keep going
Darren: planning is for pussies
Now that you feel it, you don’t: haha you know what, we should
Now that you feel it, you don’t: just take a passport, moneh gear and off we go
Darren: phone home and be all “yeah mum? im staying at a friends house, be back in a few er weeks”
Haha <3
Just need to save, then I’d be gone.
But it’s weird. I still feel torn. Between travelling and trying to focus on a job I love. Torn and unsure, what does this mean?
Got peved at not being able to play guitar earlier and trimmed one of my fake nails so I could fret, god I want to playyyy… I wish I could play, I wish I had any remote skill in it whatsoever - gay.
Weekend at Amy’s is still happening, seems like real random old schoolie catch up, drinking also, don’t think I’d drink - I feel uneasy about drinking lately. Actually is moreso I don’t trust myself while boozed up, I’m in a mega self control freak mode of late.
I better go pack, hmm do I take laptop or not? *ponders*