Morning
This morning’s opening features coco pops, tea and the uplifting sounds of The Smiths.
So I crashed really early yesterday and I may have finally forced myself to get some sleep, despite the struggle due to cold feet issues and generally being cold, and even then I snapped wide awake before my alarm was due to go off. I guess I can look on the bright side, I technically don’t feel sleep deprived for once before work, that’s a pretty rare moment - one I should probably savour.
Work…
It feels odd to go back to this routine of the olde daily grind, well not really odd, it’s like you get use to doing one thing, then another thing, then you get thrown back to doing the old thing again and you just got to get on with it. Which, isn’t that bad except if I remember rightly I was getting so bored of my current job, that I was being extremely passive and I was actually mentally struggling to get through the day because of the monotony.
One more sleep and I’m fecking off to Leeds for the weekend anyway. There I shall probably eat sushi and socialise with real human beings who actually may want my company for a short while, which kicks the shit over being here and so bored out of my fucking skull I just realised I am now currently up to date with watching Scrubs. And I can ensure you I am neither proud or thrilled that I was that bored/sad/oh woe is me enough to cane through that many Scrubs episodes in such a small space of time.
Maybe I place too much of a heavy emphasis on other people around me;
“In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don’t care if I live or die ?”
Who knows.
Off I go anyway, to the daily grind…grind grind grind….grind grind grind grind grind grind grind…
Tags: daily grind, mornings, random, rubbish, sigh