Today I feel rather good. I’d managed to shoot my shot for the Playground group, and my Photo a day anndd even managed the Assimilated Wednesday theme for ThreeSixtyFive.

Oh…and..I finally have…PURPLE HAIR!!!

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Wow, ten weeks already and I’m still going - how am I still going?

This week saw the introduction of assimilated Wednesdays…

I can’t stop snacking…

I don’t know why, I juts keep on eating and eating and eating and being sat at the pc at the same time. It’s daft, I swear I sit at the pc and I consume an insane amount of food :/ Tonight alone my pc snackage has been olives, grapes, bit of toblerone, some biscotti type biscuits and tea and a bag of spicy doritos…

In fact today I ate LOADS, lunch was chips, fish with carrots and asparagus. Then tea was assorted fish and chicken dishes with rise, followed by a cup of tea and two slices of malt loaf, and I’d eaten two tea cakes.

Snack snack snack…

I’m better when I’ve been working, then I don’t eat much during the day, and then I’m too tired to snack in the evenings.

Seriously it’s like no matter how much I eat and drink it can’t seem to heal my cravings for food. My theory is that I’m actually craving RED MEATT right now - like real tasty red dripping BEEF! I need some bad, just the idea of a sopping rare steak is just urgh my lord goodd.

Or a proper italian bolognase or meaty lasagne phowerrr…

Okay okay…have decided…come 11th Feb I am allowing myself BEEF again for a meal (or two (or three (or four) erm…)…yeah)  just because I think I will go nuts if I don’t get to have some.

Or maybe it’s the sushi craving that’s driving me nuts?

Oh god, please please please brain just stop being hungry else I will get podge/fat okaies?

Yeah, so I finally did it. I whacked on the bleach and hereee we go.

Got me mother to help though still a bit of cock up ie. it’s not straight and some long bits got missed and now it’s so insanely crispy and dry it’s unbelievable :/  Now helped by the fact I didn’t condition it because I have to wait till I dye it again before I can…

Anywayy I’m kinda excited about the result, I have no idea how the next stage of the dying process will go. The purple dye I’m trying has now been dispatched so fingers crossed it’ll arrive tomorrow or Thursday and I can get it dyed before I go away this weekend.

Listening to Stupid Dream album by Porcupine Tree, have fallen in love with A Smart kid by them, it’s gorgeous - really, it’s strange it’s what I would refer to as a Deja vu song. I feel like I’ve heard this somewhere before, it feels warm and familiar and somewhat comforting…

Been on a mini torrenting spree, just collecting a few films I’d not got round to downloading so I can watch them. These include Hard Candy and Velvet Goldmine so far. I dunno I’m just in an active catch up mood. Usually when it comes to something I just think “nah - later” but no. Never later, just do it NOW…

Or you’ll never do it, and nothing will ever change…

Then again the same time you need patience…if you need to wait…then wait…but always make sure you’re doing something else while waiting ;)

Watch this space…

I’ve ate far too much food/chocolate today yesterday. Bad me.

Some good things though is I finally got my itunes cover art sorted, done and dusted!

Things seem to be going to plan in their own weird way.

I really really really want some sushi though. I might go get some from Birmingham this weekend. Depends if I can be arsed to take the train over there and back.

Wince has let me down and isn’t coming to house partay. Rubbish. I’m shunning her for the time being ;)

I probably have more stuff to yabber about later…but first…to turn into a bimbo…

Hehe.

(21:39) Darren: nah, not impossible
(21:39) Darren: the world is a wonderful place, just give it a chance
(21:40) Anesthetize: The world likes to be gay to me :(
(21:40) Darren: and me also, but you just gotta roll with the punches, ya know
(21:41) Anesthetize: Says the guy who’s sat in aussie :P
(21:41) Darren: i’ve decided to take a more brihter look at life, rather than be pissed off at it
(21:41) Anesthetize: probably nude too
(21:41) Anesthetize: ha yeah that was my aim this yr too
(21:41) Darren: nah :P slept in shorts last night thankya very much

Ah I miss talking to people on msger. Like proper long long all night chats like me and Darren tend to have back back backk in the day. I tend to stay off msger these days though because it’s like the ultimate time sucker, I never get anything done. But I do miss it, just wasting away the hours…I guess in a way the late night skypes that were had kinda were the replacement ha. But I don’t even get to have those any more.

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Ages and ages ago (Last summer even :/) Stu invited a group of us down to hang out at his then recently moved into student house all the way in Canterbury. After a few hiccups here and there, and minor changes being made to plans, it ended up with Me and Kazzie going down on a Thursday, followed by Bob, Blee and Sarah joining us on Friday.

Canterbury is where?

Due to a last minute problems I ended up as the one driving me and Kazzie down, I was going to drive down to hers, pick her up then carry on to Stu’s. Though on google mapping Canterbury I discovered it was fecking miles away! Somewhere far, distant and south - crazy.

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