“Now that’s a very very dangerous idea. You should stay away from your potential, I mean that is something you should leave absolutely alone….don’t….you’ll mess it up. it’s ‘potential’ leave it. And anyway it’s like your bank balance you know you always have a lot less than you think. You don’t look at it! Don’t. Noo. Leave it as kinda the ‘locked door’ within yourself that’s how it should be. Then at least in your mind the interior will always be palatial…you know? Wonderful gleaming marble floors…brocaded drapes…mullion windows covered in mullions whatever they are….”

- Dylan Moran in Monster

Wellll, I finally summed up the courage to look at my bank balance tonight. Erm it’s wrong, and evil and terrible and ick, though I thought I finally decided to finish paying off my credit card. So Yay! One down plenty of others to go…

I am officially flat broke.

Hurrah!

I need some money making ideas…Meh.

I did a swapsies today, I put away my acoustic and brought our my strat and amp down here. My fingers have lost their pads so electric strings will be nicer to fret. I found myself suddenly waking up from this massive break from guitar playing. I just didn’t have the motivation but as part of my nice relaxed vibe at the moment I’m taking it up again.

I wonder what’s up with me. My head has gone awol.

Mother returned today and brought with her all her stressing, which is a tad annoying.

Right 101 things to do, more Sweden blog to come, if you’re lucky then maybe a deadly delayed blog from the summer too.

Busy busy busy, must keep motivation up, must keep on striving and hoping.

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