I’m having another one of those motivated spurts, you know, those moments where you stubbornly delude yourself with the idea that you will actually make some changes. Do a “sliding doors” on yourself and make life better.

But I have a feeling that this time it will be different.

I don’t know why, but this time I’m determined to do it. It’s probably a fools errand but hell I just need to shawshank redemption my way through it.

Because if one thing is for certain, I know I just can’t carry on like this - the way I am at the moment, because if I do will literately run myself down into the ground mentally six feet under.

It’s not going to be easy.

This is most certainly going to hurt.

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