I constantly keep failing to get up at the correct time. Well not correct time, more-so a sane normal everyday time that isn’t the afternoon. I mean this kind of thing isn’t on especially since I’m not a student anymore.

But will it ever stop? Every time I attempt to rectify it I fail miserably. I’ve tried everything from multiple alarms, putting alarms away from me, people to text me and call me, people to shout me up. But every single thing fails.

The only thing that seems to work at all is knowing I have something important the next day, something that important that I can’t miss it. That’s the only thing that even gets to me at all to make sure I force myself up.

This has to change! But why can’t I do it? Ha I haven’t been out the house for *counts* three days now. This is now verging towards critical!

I’m turning into one of these…crazy people. A student that’s not a student that doesn’t even have a loan. Tho I guess by staying inside I’m saving money, which is another crucial thing at the moment what with now 8 gigs coming up. EEp…

I heard the headliners for Download festival and I am very very disappointed, terrible, absolutely terrible. I want to know how they can merge Emo and Metal at the same festival?? I mean My Chemical Romance one day, Linkin park another and then Iron Maiden on the other…Wait a min none of those are metal bands!!

Rubbish absolutely rubbish.  I love the days when it was just Ozzfest and they had a decent lineup. Now stinky download has taken over with their rubbish. So much for my theory/far fetched idea of NIN headlining it.

Have to stay up again tonight to try and catch what hopefully witll be the actual radioshow with Ours and their new tracks - and NOT another hour of emo like last time ha. I’m hoping that will cheer me me on now what is turning out to be a rubbish day and a half, because a) I lost half of the day because I don’t have the capability of getting up anymore. And because b) I’m feeling totally 100% fed up about anything associated with my thing called life.

This feeling, this sensation, it’s gotta end at some point…?

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