sighIt’s all cool and cloudy today :( Where has the wonderful sun gone? Rubbish.
Oh well one more day work then day offttt. Woo!
Hmm I don’t get it, went to bed mega early and I still feel tired. Not right.
dazed, a little full of sighAnother sleep deprivation based entry from yours truly.
It’s annoying I went to bed early dammit! And I still feel like shite in the morning, I actually spend the first ten minutes still half asleep yet my body can amazingly make me tea and sort breakfast. Score.
Hmm Kev’s updated the board software, and there’s an insane amount of new features, I really want to stick around some more and find out how it all pans out. But I hadn’t been round there for ages. I mean profiles have gone insanely social-networky, I don’t know how many he’s implemented or not though. I’ll have a roam about later maybe. I’m already startled that he’s allowed tags and the ability to submit to networking/bookmarking sites. I mean seriously? Who would want to digg one of our sodding threads? Mainly filled about sex, uttter bollocks, sex, stupid flirting, sex, bollocks…yeah you get the point.
Not much to say this morning ‘cept - gargh don’t wanna workkk.
I need a festival bikini though.
And to sort out my holiday dates.
chilled out and reluctant to go to work
Another one of these posts where I just talk about anything and everything.
Okay. Right.
Lots of social plans coming up, I’m totally trying to milk my visit to uni city as much as possible by trying to catch up with people etc. Have to book extra time off work for things, including for Leon’s wedding thingy ha. Seems I will go up for it…though I have noticed I’ve fecked up my holiday dates for one set :/ shit, so am going to do a check tomorrow and make sure I got the right dates sorted so it’s all off my mind.
Just a list to remind myself:
- House partay weekend
- The weekend after that
- Download
- Leon’s wedding thingy
- V
- Reading
Feeling chilled out, today was pretty laid back going, photography stuff is wearing me out but I’m keeping up happily.
Working quite a bit.
Thinking a bit (too much?)
Neeeddd to order a camera bag, think I’ve borked my lens again, the zoom is slightly stiff and the lens is deffo not right. Gargh. Bet they’ll be sick of me ringing up ha. Will have to wait till after the end of the month tho.
I’m still stuck in a rutt, but I don’t feel so worried no more.
The weather is awesome, been bathing in it like a lizard when I get the chance, I hope it hangs around.
Still thinking about putting together my photography portfolio.
Deadline to change life is my birthday, god it’s May, and I’ve been working at work for quite a long time now - it’s scary.
Caught up on new Lost, very weird but quite good.
Canning through scrubs, on S3, S3 seems to be amazingly more laugh out loud funnier than the previous two seasons - dunno why.
Brought a cloth bag - say NO to plastic bags okay?
That’ll do pig, that’ll do.
zzZZZDamn, it’s warm today, even this house feesl toasty and this place is usually like a fridge all the time.
So so so sleep deprived today, stupid working on Sunday bollocks crap shit rubbish arse.
Note to self, go to bed early tonight yeah?
Been thinking about sorting out a printed Photography portfolio. Going to do some light reading, need to investigate print prices and also need to pick out some shots. I’m a bit scared about investing this sort of time and money into this, but I already brought the prsentation folder ages ago (erk expensive much).
I don’t want to go to work, someone make it go away?
sarcasticIt’s weird the things we do every single day without realising it. Though by the same token it’s really weird how we force ourselves to do certain things daily.
I mean a good example is me and my sodding photography projects, two shots everyday for a year. Sometimes I don’t even know why I’m doing it, or why I care so much about making sure I fufil it.
Maybe having these daily things forces some sort of routine on us, which therefore offers a constant, or some sort of stability regardless of any other chaos that surrounds us.
I’m coming up to the halfway point in my ThreeSixtyFive project, I feel kinda proud even though I know there had been poor shots and fast shots and moments where I just couldn’t be arsed, but that’s part of the experience. It’s the hard bits and how to you deal with them that teaches you the most.
I feel sick from eating the last of that cake with cream…urgh
I’m so stuck at the moment. I feel like I’m grabbing at straws here but I just want to throw myself in the one thing that I don’t have doubts about and that my camera andmy photos. Alas I’m not the best or most amazing photographer out there, but I recognise I have the potential to carry this onwards. But will others see it too?
Really really really really want a new lens.
Working loads this week, will be good, help the days pass quicker till I can go socialise and maybe drown my sorrows under a veil of strawberry cider/tia maria+coke/red wine/booze and the sprout utter bollocks to anyone within the 5 foot region before collapsing somewhere and wishing that I hadn’t consumed whatever alcoholic substance I’d consumed. Then maybe wake up to either a) being covered with pen b) having my head shaved c) find myself in a bath…
Though I say all this what will most likely happen is I decided agaist drinking the last minute, watch everyone else get twatted on booze while I take photos and mock them, and then go make myself a cup of tea when it’s late and try and have some sort of conversation with whatever drunk person I find. And if all goes to plan, I shall probably get involved with shrink wrapping some poor drunk person to something…
Yeah. I’m going to bed.
tiredJust had to cancel my AA breakdown membership, alas can’t afford it, even when they did off 25% discount. Though sod it. I don’t travel about that much anymore anyway.
Feeel mega sleep deprived today, and my arm still aches/hurts from carrying clothes about.
Time to go to work.
acheyPeep Show is wonderful.
Must try not get bogged down with brain this weekend, must DO useful things.
Oh and try get brown shoulders. Yar.